the clothes she wears misfit and she's nervous when she speaks.

i'm listening to third eye blind.
i've always loved them.

"how's it gonna be" will always be one of my favorite songs in the world.
it's one of the only songs that really can make me cry.

the pants came in the mail today from "monica blaise."
it was great, my mom brought them to me in bed.
that's the best way to wake up, to your favorite item in the world.
and to the written words of your best friend.
and the signatures of amazing bands.

monica will be here in 3 weeks.
that sounds not so far away.

21 days.

i hope time flies.
i just need to keep busy.
i really can't wait.
every day since i found out there was even a possibility of her even coming,
i've been planning out everything.

the places we'll go, the people she'll meet.
everything.
what we'll wear, what we'll do.
everything.
what we'll listen to, where we'll sleep.
everything.
what we'll talk about, what we'll eat.

i really just can't wait.
21 days. that's not too bad.
i remember when the fray was at 21 days.
& now it's just 2 days away.

wow. i kind of don't want it to come.
but i do.
today i got madison, averie, andrea, and my shirts.
they are BRIGHT.
and amazing.
they'll see us for sure lol
and we're making signs.
well, i hope so.
i have four signs in the back of my car.
and a huge sharpie and glitter.
so whatever.
i'll make signs by myself if i have to.
yeah so it was really lame,
andrea called on sunday night and said she's not going to the concert with me and i honestly was really mad.
we've been planning this for more than 100 days.
i thought she was so excited for this.
i feel a little like she lied to me.
but luckily my parents are being really nice and taking me up.
well my mom is, i think.
she doesn't want to go very early, but i told her we have to.
we just have to.

if i don't meet hem this time idk what i'll do.
they are getting way too famous.
i hate it.
i really really do.
they're not the same as they used to be.
it's allll different.

i wonder if this will be my last concert for the fray.
probably not.

i'm so excited for warped tour.
it's going to be so amazing.

enough rambling.
later.
go to sleep, it's too late.