I'll See That You Aren't Woken Up

(just sleep, the beauty of this place will seep into your very blood; I'll see that you aren't woken up)
How can I find my way out? I dug this hole all by myself with "no more poems on napkins" and "I left the notebook on its shelf"; and it's slowed to just a trickle now but I wish that it was pouring out because there's so much here to write about. And all the leaves are turning brown; they're falling from their branches and landing at my feet, but I can hardly make a sound, a word of adoration, for what's surrounding me.
(make it up from here, but I can't make it up from here, so I won't wake you up, my dear)
And I just want to write with everything inside.