i want you to be happy; you're my best friend.

i love songs from my past that are just amazing.
and i was too young to find any real meaning in them.
but they struck me just the right way.
and now they make me feel real things.
funny.

16 days.



actually.
15 now.

tomorrow it will be 14.
14 days is only two weeks.
for real.



i'm so happy right now.
i just want to take a picture of how my life is right now and keep it this way forever.
everything is right.

and i know things won't stay like this forever,
believe me.
i know.
but i just want to freeze time.

because...

happiness feels a lot like sorrow...
let it be.
you can't make it come or go.



i can't hold on forever baby,

i'll be

okay.