I'm listening to Look After You backwards

Hah.
Everyone makes fun of me for actually liking it.

But I haven't listened to it in a long while.
& listening to it really takes me back to this summer,
sitting with Astra at that picnic table, being the first ones there for The Fray, listening to my iPod on her dock.
& the night Monica left.

It's a little bit calming.
A little more than an hour left to be sixteen.
I honestly can't really believe how fast this year went.