sing your favorite song and fuck up the words and fall in love with your best friend and love yourself. do what you never believed you could and actually leave! leave far! be a raging bitch and forgive yourself. be overly sensitive and forgive yourself. make your dreams come true and get real scared. go back to your fake home town and drive around and take stock. save up all your money. spend all your money. listen to top 40. listen to weird shit. listen to jazz. daydream about summer and get through the 8 hour day. get real drunk on a tuesday. or was it a wednesday? don't sweat the small stuff because before you know it you'll be there and it'll all make sense i swear to god we're almost home.