i can't believe that you're gone and that i was the one to let you

so it's saturday and she's been gone for four days now.
it's very strange.
hands down the weirdest thing i've ever experienced.
i find myself constantly making plans.
i make too many plans.
all the time.
i make plans and lists.
that's just what i do.

i can't stop listening to the rocket summer.
bryce avary is one of my favorite humans.
he's just aamzing.
we met him at warped and he was so cool.
so niiiice.
and talented, holy crap.
seriously.
it's amazing.

i just really want tot get to the sherwwod/trs/tai show.
i don't know how i'm going to make that happen.
but i have to.