So there's this thing with me, for some reason I have this thing where I just want to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. I want to just take control of the situation and do what it takes to get what I want or need. And it's almost never for something that is really beneficial, like finding a job or studying to get an A on a test. But it's things that make me really happy, at least temporarily. Julia, do yourself a favor and quit looking up flights to Utah.