how did i make it here! there are leaves on the trees again but it doesn't feel like the light at the end of the tunnel. but it must be! since i was a kid i never did well with change and last night i had a dream i went back to visit my old elementary school again and sat in my favorite teacher's new classroom and i wish i could thank him for that sarah harmer album, i've written the email in my head at least ten times. all i've ever wanted was things i couldn't have so it's hard to know how to make good things happen. this is the day that marks the beginning of the end but i swear it's all starting!